tiring n sad day

today was such a tiring day for me.. 1 plus go sch for test.. den come back.. study... until now den finish.. my dear came to accompany me.. b4 i went to sch.. my dear buy breakfast for me... den he pei me go bus stop wait for bus... but on the way... i was lyk no mood... nvr tok to dear.. haiz... dunno la... den he walk nvr go with me to bus stop... stop across the road den go back le... den i lyk whole day really no mood... during test oso thinking about other things... after test... i was lyk... really really no mood.. my dear was slping... den he ask me whether i wan him accompany me study... den i reply tt he come oso no use... only slp... nvr pei me... den lyk tt.. he say i say he useless.. only noe slp.. haiz.. in the end... we quarrel... i was lyk.. i ask him dun come... he really listen to me n say he dun come le... continue slp.. this is wad he say tt makes me angry.. i was just telling him tt he come oso nothing to do... den slp... n he nvr even lyk say he come pei me... but he wont slp all tt... instead he say he dun wan come le... n slp!!! den... in the end... i gv in... but still not really happy.. haiz.. he nvr really noe... den after tt he came to my hse... den dunno about wad thing... i was angry w him... den he go watch anime on my laptop.. n dun even find out wad happen... so he was lyk... keep toking to him... but i dun reply him n ignore him... so angry he keep watching anime... den nvr really care me.. but i noe its becos he nothing to do... n i dun wan bother him... but i still angry... so we were lyk... for the past 1 hr or so... no toking... after tt... he wanted to go home... den tell me... but i dun wan reply... so he strted lyk type in his phone something let me c.. but i dun wan reply... i very sad... dun wan to say anything... den he strted crying.... makes me sadder.. haiz... den he keep toking to me very saddly.. but i still dun care him... just look at him... den... heart pain... haiz... sob... he wanna go... but i dun really wan let him go... dun bear to... just wan him beside me... haiz... izzit my fault... or his? den i strted crying... haiz.... now at the tot of it... i feel lyk crying again... heart pain... to c dear cry until so pitiful... n sad... all becos of me... haiz... nvm... wont happen again... tmr last day of test... wont neglect dear le... have more time to pei him... dear... hooray!!! love u!! muuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!